Road
To Breyerfest means so much to me, more than I can ever express in
words. This group, blog, or whatever else you want to call it has
grown to be much more than just information about an event that I did
not even know about eight years ago. It became a safe haven in the
model horse community when I was dealing with some very personal
medical issues. It became a place where I could come when I lost my
heart horse, even though I am reminded of him almost every moment
because of how he actually helped me to get the strength to create
this group. This place has helped me to realize that I am bigger
than the social anxiety and depression that threaten to take over
when the “off season” comes around. But it is so much more than
just a place to help me.
Road
To Breyerfest came about because I was finally able to go to
Breyerfest for the very first time in 2012. I am and have always
been a horse crazy person. As a child, I played with toy horses more
than I did with dolls. My parents purchased me a Barbie Dream House
with tons of accessories along with the dolls, but that lovely Dream
House quickly became my Dream Barn and the flower bed outside became
this amazing arena with corrals. I asked to go to Breyerfest for
years when my grandmother was feeling alright and headed to Kentucky
to visit with her sisters. I was raised in California so I never was
able to go to Breyerfest. I went to the Kentucky Horse Park a few
times when I was able to come back here with my grandmother, but it
was never during Breyerfest. So when I moved here back in 2003, I
decided that I would work towards going to an event that I had always
dreamed about. For the first few years, that never happened. My
first husband hated horses, including my real horses, and tried to
destroy my model horses. After I straightened out my life from that
disaster, I lost track of my models and certainly did not go to
Breyerfest. In 2012, I was living with my parents once more, but had
a decent paying job, a decent car, and a way to get to the Kentucky
Horse Park. But after I purchased my tickets, I was lost. I had no
idea what a Special Run was or a Celebration Horse. My friend at the
time said that he would go with me so he purchased a ticket and
handed me the model tickets. I asked on FB just what was going on
and I was told to just go and learn for myself. I was told that I
would figure it out when I got there. I have extreme social anxiety
and I also have driving anxiety due to a severe car accident that I
was in the year that I moved out here. I had NO IDEA what to expect
and no one would help me. I did the Ninja Pit and was still confused
because only one or two people in line would answer my questions. At
Breyerfest, I was so confused and nervous that it was overwhelming
for me. I decided that something had to be done, but what?
In
2013, I rode my horse at Breyerfest. How I got to that point, I am
still not entirely sure. I had called them and written emails about
how I would like to take my horse there to showcase an event that I
feel strongly about. I had talked to my horse trainer and riding
instructor that I had graduated from and she told me that I was
amazing in my field and that if it was meant to be, it would happen.
I gave up hope that I would even get there. But one day in
January2013, while I was slicing lunch meat at my job, I received a
phone call that would change my life more than I ever realized. It
was from Breyer and I was officially being asked to come to
Breyerfest to ride my horse in an event that they did not even know
about. I think that I cried. At this time, my Heart Horse had been
retired from competition due to arthritis and he was 20 years old. I
said yes! I told my dad that I needed a ride to the Kentucky Horse
Park and a dream was coming true! I made all of the necessary
arrangements and finally, I made it there with my horse, Someone
Trespassed. I was walking on air and my old horse knew exactly what
he was there for! In the beginning of the event, he was mistaken for
Topsails Reinmaker, but quickly made his own way to be known. We had
people that knew us from when we used to show out in California and
were at the very top before I moved to Kentucky and lost my dreams. I
did not know that a mere four years later I would lose him to an
unknown neurological disease. But as I sat at the gate, waiting to go
inside, I was asked so many questions about Breyerfest itself. I did
not know all the answers then, but I was willing to learn and help
people to learn as well. I carried a program with me and talked to
the Breyer volunteers to learn everything that I could learn. One
time that weekend, as I sat on my horse, I decided to make a group
and name it the Road To Breyerfest so people can follow my journey
and learn about Breyerfest as well. That was also the day that my
then fiancee proposed to me in the covered arena at the end of my
performance that day. I said yes. Later in the day as I sat at my
horse’s stall, RTB was created. It did not grow very fast, but it
grew and I slowly learned everything that there was to learn about
Breyerfest. Then I had a child and threw a wrench in my plans for
2014, but my husband surprised me and I was still able to attend and
learn more, even with a six week old daughter. Every year, I learned
more and the group grew until what it is today.
RTB
has undergone a ton of changes, but it is still fundamentally the
same. We provide information for those that go to Breyerfest. We now
offer a virtual Breyerfest experience, a positive community for model
horse lovers and real horse lovers, and a place to learn about
Breyerfest and Stone Horses’ Equilocity. From files that offer
reading on what to expect to videos explaining everything down to the
very last detail to even Live videos where you can come on and ask
your questions directly and get answers right away. We offer a place
where you can share your newest model with excitement and get a
response that is positive and uplifting. It is also a place where
you can share your love of the real horse and know that everyone
there loves horses in some way. There is so much more to RTB than I
can even talk about.
One
day, I hope that RTB is the first and foremost place where people go
to when they decide that they want to go to Breyerfest or learn more
about the model horse hobby. I hope to see it grow into something
that everyone can join and know that they are in a wonderful place.
Thank
you for reading my thoughts on how I feel about Road To Breyerfest
and I hope that you continue my journey with me as I grow this group
to more than just that. I hope to get a website one day as well as
more than just a blog. I want RTB to be amazing and I hope that it
really does happen.
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